Lunch break without lunch was just a temporary, but ultimately unfulfilled, respite from another slog at the office. I hung my head
over my mistake so much that my peers were quick to notice.
"Neil, we were gonna go out and get some subs. You wanna get some too?"
Daniel was a co-worker, tall, lanky and clearly enjoying working at a
DMV. Nobody got more excited by the rules of the road and filling things
out in triplicate. With him was Turan, the man from Istanbul (not
Constantinople), who took to his new country well.
With no better option, I shrugging accepted. "Yeah, forgot my lunch. Might as well."
A rare thing happened while on the way out however, a gorgeous woman
entered the building, lighting the drab and dull building up like a
fireworks display. Contrary to what people may think, beautiful people
are exempt from the law of needing a driver's license, or at least never
go to the DMV. Even more unexpected, the woman, a blonde wearing a
low-cut sundress carrying a bag, bounded over to the three of us.
"Hi honey!" The woman said. "You didn't have lunch yet, did you?"
Turan and Daniel were confused, turning to each other with eyebrows
raised, only for them to both turn to me with synchronized surprise when
I responded.
"No, we were just gonna go out." I looked down at the bag she was carrying, recognizing it. "Ah, you brought my lunch."
"Y-your lunch...?" Daniel stuttered, his eyes darting between the lunch
in her bag, me, her and her breasts. The disbelief on his face could
have shattered mountains if it had physical force.
With a small bounce in her step (and chest), she held out the bag in
front of her,offering my forgotten lunch. "It's a good thing I caught
you then, otherwise the love I put into this would have been wasted
fuzzy bear." She gave a girly wink, complete with a not to the side and a
smile.
Turan raised an eyebrow."What is this fuzzy bear...?"
Our hands touched when I accepted her lunch, they lingered with me
ending up with me stroking the finger before slipping the bag handle
from her . She responded with a kiss, pulling my face down with a gentle
tug on my tie. She whispered into my ear.
"You have got to be kidding me, man." Daniel was rubbing his eyes, as if trying to get something out of them.
Only able to process what he was seeing in silence, Turan struggled to
comprehend what he was seeing. Surely, he could have chalked this up to a
culture shock, something normal of America that he hadn't seen yet, but
given Daniel's reaction, he was only left confused.
It was with slight hesitation that I pulled way from her kiss and
whisper. "Thanks Amelia. Sorry I had to make you come out here just
because I forgot."
Amelia smiled, dismissing the concern with a brush of her hand. "No no, I
was going to go to the grocery store today anyway, and it's on the
way."
"Well, I'll see you at home." I waved as she turned around, bounding
away just the same as she came in. The long dress flitted to and fro as
she went out the door. Being a surprisingly windy day, a gust of wind
pushed the hem of her dress, revealing a flash of her legs.
"What the fuck was that?" Daniel exclaimed a bit too loudly, clearly
flustered enough to forget some of the precious rules and regulations of
the DMV. His arm gestured at the door with a broad swipe. "THAT'S your
girlfriend!" People waiting in the uncomfortable chairs turned from
staring at the display of the number being served.
Taken by surprise, I took a step back, as Daniel continued to flail his
arm toward the door in his incoherent rage. "W-what is so odd about
that?"
"But you?!" Daniel swung his arm toward me, nearly knocking my face with
his hand with his long reach. "Having a girl like that!?"
Words and coherency came slightly easier to Turan. "Did you suddenly get
a lot of money?" He looked over me me like a merchant appraising a
good. "Neil doesn't look that great, and so clearly you haven't been
going on shopping sprees."
With someone finally saying something that explained his incoherent
confusion, Daniel again piped up. "I know!" His hand swung toward the
door. "That was just so...DAMN!" Swinging back to me, I barely managed
to dodge a backhand. "Neil, what do you do to get that sort a girl?"
"Maybe he is...how do you say it?" Turan made a gesture with his hands, initially small, but spreading them wider and wider.
"Of course!" The resounding sound of a slap to a forehead echoed in the
DMV and people were entranced by the scene Daniel was making. "Maybe
he's just been holding back all this time!" His voice went from somewhat
loud to inappropriately loud. "You're gonna have to share some secrets
on how to get a bangin' chick like that."
"Stop it." I said with a hushed voice, partly because I didn't want to
continue to draw attention of the whole room, but also because of the
piercing nature of the harsh whisper. "I just met her in a grocery
store, had a conversation...and well..." I shrugged, I would have added a
'yadda yadda yadda' if this was Seinfeld or New York.
"It must be amazing conversation." Turan noted.
Stopped in his tracks by my whisper, Daniel seemed to notice how loud
and animated he was getting and was reminded of the rules and etiquette
of the DMV. He was much, much quieter when he continued. "Well, with a
girlfriend that looked like that, and that made me lunch, I couldn't
help but worry." Then Daniel hit me with one of those armor-piercing
questions: "Don't you worry about her getting swooped up by
someone...y'know, with money or that doesn't have a gut?"
It's easy to think you can just deflect these questions with an easy
'She loves me', but such responses are often denial or desperate. I
didn't have the money with my job to buy her all the nice things she
could want, and I didn't have a body that screamed 'Olympian', but
rather more 'jog every once in a while'. It's never possible to tell
when doubt has been planted, but it always sprouts with a bang.
* * *
Slightly more worn out from usual, the argument with Turan and Daniel
the likely cause, I entered the kitchen with a little less enthusiasm
than usual. Amelia was in an odd duality of outfit, yoga pants and
sports bra with an apron. Her long, wavy blonde hair was up in a
ponytail, a leftover from her workout. Given the slight glistening in
the kitchen light as she moved, she still had a bit of sweat.
I came up behind Amelia, and watched her cutting up some butternut
squash. She brushed some of the orange cubes into a plastic bag, most
likely preparing it for freezing. Maybe she was preparing to make some
risotto for the future.
Her cooking was always something I looked forward too. Even beyond the
depressing nature of a lunch break without a lunch, I felt like I was
was missing something besides a full stomach. Through the toughest slogs
at the office, just as stressful to employees as customers, a reminder
of what you are working for can make the unbearable tolerable. A
spoonful of hot food made by Amelia could make stress melt away.
Even the salad she had made for me for lunch was enough to cool me off after the argument with the guys.
I wrapped my arms around her in a hug from behind. Her hair tickled my
nose, as did the faint smell of sweat and fresh squash. "Hi Amelia." I
ran my fingers across her stomach, feeling the movement of her breath,
and the taut abdomen muscle, trained through yoga.
"You know not to surprise and hug me from behind when I'm holding a
knife?" Amelia waved the knife, shining in the light before chopping the
last few pieces of squash. She most likely smiled, somewhat amused by
joke, pleased with the attention that she's getting from me. She shifted
her body back and forth slightly, settling herself into my arms and
body. "Welcome home fuzzy bear."
"Fuzzy bear? That was a pretty cute one. But the guys made fun of me for it."
She laughed, a tiny one for a quiet little amusement. "Well, I have my
fun." Placing the knife on the table, and sealing the bag of butternut
squash cubes, she then turned around in my arms, looking up at me. "But
hopefully the guys didn't tease you too much." Her hazel eyes looked up
into mine.
"They teased me, but the lunch you made helped." I then added another
bit, trying to draw a little sympathy. "It-it still hurts a little."
"Did the extra special dressing I put on the salad at least help make it
a little better?" She moved her arms up, draping them around my neck.
Amelia pulled herself a little closer to me, her body pressing up
against me. Each breath from her moved her breasts up and down my chest.
I nodded. "Yeah, as soon as you whispered to me that you put in some
extra love in the lunch, I knew it was going to be all right then." Her
special dressing was really thin, and it had a really slimy consistency,
but it was the purest form of her love. I wouldn't let anyone else ever
have a taste. "It's really the best."
"You know Neil," Amelia said, stirring in my arms, and smiling a dirty
smile "that's really sweet of you to say. It has some..." her eyes moved
downward, leading mine to look down underneath the apron and sports
bra. She parted her legs slightly, allowing one of mine to get in
between the gap. "...effects on me." Between her thighs was something
pushing and begging for some space and air from within her yoga pants.
Even though the day wore me out a bit, my girlfriend's naughty requests
were always something that I found energy for. She herself was a source
of energy for me. "I suppose if my girl wants it, she gets it."
"Suppose?" She raised an eyebrow.
"If my girl wants it, she gets it." I corrected myself, spoiling her was
never a bad idea. Ceasing my embrace, I kneeled down on the floor. Even
as the apron still hung around her neck obscuring it, I could tell she
was aroused and yearning for some release and affection. I reached out,
running my leg along the inside of her thigh, her dick was hard to the
touch.
Our first time was something especially awkward. While I was entirely
unsuspecting of her having a dick, she was entirely unsuspecting of a
guy that was willing to try her fantasies after only a little
explanation, coaxing and a fluttering of eyelashes. That night, when we
first had sex, I let her push me down onto the bed. In a perverse twist,
she had done me like I had wanted to do to her. She had wrapped her
arms around me like I wanted to do to her. I wrapped my legs around her
like I wanted her to do. I was thrust into gently as I wanted to do to
her. I curled my toes with pleasure like I had wanted her to do. Only
the kiss at the end was the same as I had imagined.
The apron fell to the floor, and the erection was only imprisoned within
her yoga pants for a moment as she pulled them down as well. Her dick,
well beyond the size of my own, jutted from her flat stomach like a
skyscraper on a flat plain.
"After hearing about you liking the special dressing I put in your
salad, I figured you would want some more...straight from the tap." One
of her hands was stroking her dick, even through it was already fully
erect from grinding against me and my sweet words, she was pumping a
little more precum out and rubbing it along her shaft. Along with a
little bit of the sweat from earlier, only made the shaft glisten and
look more succulent. Her other hand was on the back of my head.
"Amelia, can I at least change out of my clothes?"
"Don't ruin the mood. I'm doing laundry tomorrow." Without a chance for
rebuttal, she pulled her hand forward, pressing my head into the head of
her dick. She cooed pleasingly as she entered the warm confines of my
mouth, and squirmed as I did more than passively take it.
The salty taste of the sweat from earlier with the slimy texture of the
precum would make it seem like it was an unpleasant taste, but it was
Amelia's taste, it couldn't be unpleasant. She did not let me tease and
toy with her, but rather took matters into her own hands, pumping her
hips to and fro, in and out of my mouth. Her pace was slow, savoring the
tight ring of lip and the careful, practiced tongue that was running
along her flesh.
The hand holding my head stead caressed my hair. "Mmm..." Amelia
squirmed a little as she moaned, her hips never losing its slow,
methodical rhythm. "You're the best at this Neil..." When she got
aroused and pleased like this, her voice would almost turn into a
squeak, matching her squirming. "I want to go deeper inside you, is that
okay?"
My mouth stuff full of her cock, my affirmative response came out as a
muffled 'Sure'. I tried to relax myself, suppress my gag reflex and
opened my mouth wide. With the normal blowjob, I could only get most of
her dick inside of my mouth. It was only through deepthroat that I could
accept all of her into me. It was somewhat ironic, only by making
myself vulnerable was I able to accept all of her uniqueness. Sliding
deeper inside me, more and more of her cock was able to fit into my
mouth, pushing into my throat.
She leaned forward, nudging my head back slightly, making it easier.
Even beyond making it easier to slide herself down my esophagus, she was
hungering, lusting for that release, for more attention from me.
"Please please please take it all!" Her body had curled forward nearly
in a half-circle, her hands holding the back of my head, gently pulling
it closer to her hips.
Strained, but not beyond something I haven't done before, I finally took
in her dick to the hilt. My nose was buried for a moment in her thin
bush of pubic hair, drinking the scent of feminine allure and the musk
of masculine arousal. As quick as I was pushed into it, she withdrew,
sliding part of her cock out of my throat and pushing it back in. Her
previously rhythmic and gentle pace was starting to become more
desperate and random, never getting really rough or painful, but giving
her more frantic hips, her quivering legs and louder pants from above
me, she was getting close.
"It's coming, it's coming..." Amelia kept repeating the phrase, a
mantra, or it was the only thing consuming her thoughts at the time. Her
hands loosened their grip on my head, stroking my hair lovingly.
Her loosened grip was enough to let me pull back and get her dick out of
my mouth. I gasped for a moment, taking in all the fresh air that was
so limited a moment ago and dived back into pleasing my girlfriend. My
tongue ran up and down her long cock, already twitching and beginning to
orgasm. As my ministration continued, her legs buckled and she let out a
cute groan. Her special dressing, her semen, was shot out of her cock,
making a mess primarily on my face. My tongue did not stop, lapping up
the semen that was dribbling down the shaft, trying to coax more and
more out of it.
Spent, Amelia sank down on her knees with me, panting as she came down
from orgasmic high. Like an dog, her tongue started to lap up the fluid
on my face. Although competed with her by running a finger along my
face, scooping up the semen and tasting it like a chef tastes the sauce.
When my face was clean, we kissed. She pushed the semen she didn't
swallow into my mouth.
"Did you like the sauce?" She said, still panting.
I was not in much different shape, panting as well, albeit for a
different reason. "Well, yeah, of course." One more pant passed. "But I
thought you were calling it a special dressing?"
"Context...dependent." She said in-between pants. Beyond the flub in
terminology, she continued. "Thanks for that. I know you just got off
work, so I'm grateful for the attention."
My eyes went downward, back toward her cock, hers had followed mine. She was still ready for round two. "Amelia...?"
"No, it's all right. I know you're tired." She smile weakly. "I can just let it pass, or go vent with the internet."
Any exhaustion in my bones was purged in a blazing inferno of lust,
passion and jealousy at her suggestion. My girlfriend getting off to
someone else, even porn stars, was beyond unacceptable. It was
unthinkable, uncondonable if I had any say. With a big deep breath, I
steeled myself for what was going to happen, and picked her up in a
princess carry.
"W-what are you doing Neil!?" Amelia flailed weakly in my arms,
resisting, but not resisting at the same time. Even her exclamation was
half serious protestation, half laughing.
I was no bodybuilder, so I struggled slightly as I made my way to the
bedroom, fortunately only down a hall. "I'm the only one that's gonna
satisfy you! There is no letting it pass or getting off to someone
else!" I yelled perhaps a bit too loud for the evening, but I didn't
care.
Amelia's half-hearted struggling stopped, as she became quiet and
docile. Her arms wrapped around my neck, accepting my carry and curling
tighter around me. She smiled softly. "You're an big idiot you know."
The tone of her voice was soft, meek and as insincere as hell.
"Yeah, I'm a big idiot." I crossed the threshold of the bedroom door.
Contrary to what may have been ideal, there was no rose petals on the
bed, candles or music playing. I was tired from work and probably looked
like a mess, Amelia was still sweaty from her workout and hardly
wearing anything lacy or erotic, and her hair was still in her lazy
workout ponytail. It was under these unideal and pathetic circumstances
and atmosphere that I laid Amelia on the bed.
She watched as I stripped. Her smile faded somewhat when she saw I was
as aroused and erect as she was. My dick was smaller, but her endowment
was definitely beyond the ordinary, even if a women usually had cocks.
"You know, you can..." Amelia trailed off.
Amelia liked to be on top, she liked to take the dominant role, she
liked to be the one that penetrated. I knew that it was source of unease
for her, taking a man like she always does and not being very
interested in letting him a man take her like he would want. Even the
first time they had sex, she was the one who took the lead and pushed
herself inside of me.
"Nah, it's all right." I said as I removed my underpants, leaving the
tie and shirt on (albeit unbuttoned). "I said I was the only one who was
gonna satisfy you, I'm gonna satisfy the fuck outta you." I knew what
she liked, and I wouldn't have stayed with her if I didn't enjoy it at
least a little. Being embraced from behind, with her big C cups on my
back, her inside me and her pleased moans in my ears is something that
few people can ever enjoy, and I relish it. "How do you want to do it,
er, me?"
I had asked her when she was taking of her sports bra, leaving her naked
and thinking. Amelia moved on the bed, shifting toward the edge of the
bed, swinging her legs off the edge. "Well, if you w-want..." She was
unusually shy, her head looking down, eyes the same. "I-I want to see
your face."
I suppose role reversal was just what we did in the bedroom. After a few
moments of deliberation and discussion, I was on my back, legs in the
air like a woman. Amelia was holding herself atop of me, ready to push
her dick inside me like a man. Except that I was no woman and Amelia was
no man. It was a strange relationship that was a a reversal and the
norm at the same time.
She hesitated, and I acted instead. My legs wrapped around her hips, and
pulled them forward. "C'mon Amelia, let's do this." Her dick pushed
inside me without much resistance. Her breasts pressed against my chest,
and her face, clearly enjoying being inside me. I couldn't help but
smile.
Her hips started to move. Unlike with the blowjob, there was not quite
so much of a slow rhythm or gentle thrust, but more inconsistent pace
and power. Given the flushed face and moans, she was enjoying it.
I couldn't hide my enjoyment as well, as I'm sure she could feel, my
cock was throbbing against her stomach, precum smearing onto her. Even
if it was an unorthodox pleasure for a man, her cock inside of my ass
was hitting at just the right spots, spreading just enough to make it
pleasurable. Her hips pushed my ass upward, changing the angle and
rubbing up against my prostrate.
Even thought she was enjoying it, she wasn't smiling.
"I really love it when you do this to me Amelia." Moans came from my mouth as I spoke.
Her hips continued their inconsistent movement, but slowly started to be a little more consistent.
"I want this." My hand reached up and finger digging into her blonde
hair. "Give me what I want." Pulling her face toward me, I kissed her.
In-between kisses, I continued. "I don't care how I get it, but I want
you." My tongue went back in her, playing with each other for a moment.
"Amelia, you are always what I want."
"I-I love you..." Amelia said as her hips found their rhythm and started
giving me a passionate, powerful thrusts inside me. As she pulled away,
focusing on her hips and the tight confines that her cock was within.
She was smiling.
As her cock was pounding me into a mental haze, my hand withdrew from
her hair and ran along her face. Her sweat and tears were wiped away
from my hand. "There we go..." I said in a long moan, "give it to me
like you really mean it." The repeated massage her long dick was giving
my prostrate was having an effect, creating a slippery mess of precum on
our stomachs. The slippery surface between our stomachs stroked my cock
almost as good as a handjob.
"Does it feel good?" Her voice was staccato, each word said with each thrust.
I could only say one thing in response. "Yeah, it feels amazing."
She continued to smile, her face also showing that she was also on a
trip to orgasmic high, sharing the same pleasurable haze as I was.
"Do-do you want it inside...?"
Actions speak louder than words, and I learned a little from Amelia: I
tightened my legs around Amelia's hips, preventing her from withdrawing,
preventing her from doing anything but cumming inside of me. "What do
you think?"
With no other option, she bottomed out inside of me, her cock as deep
inside me as it could go. Her arms dug under the bed, wrapping around me
and held me tight. Her breasts were tightly pressed against me, rubbing
against me with the minute movements that I allowed her. Her taut, flat
stomach muscles rubbed against my cock, massaging it and bringing it to
the brink of orgasm, as if the prostate pounding and anal stimulation
wasn't enough already.
Her head fell, coming down besides me, biting the sheets and moaning
into the mattress. My arms embraced her as I kissed her neck. "I love
you Amelia." As I felt the hot jizz filling me, I came, the anal
stimulation and ab-job pushed me over the limit.
After the last drops of semen were wringed from her cock by me, she
pulled out. The hot fluid seeped from my hole and onto the bed. She sank
onto me, but it was only momentary, before she slid off of me to the
side. Amelia, even after she fucked me hard, fast and passionately,
would curl up beside me. One hand would rest on my chest, the other
curled up around my arm, our legs entwined.
This Amelia always made me smile. Even though she took the lead in bed,
when it was all over, she was just as much of a cute girl as anyone
could be.
"You know." Amelia was still panting, and I could feel from her clinging
to my arm that her heart was still racing. "You try and spoil me a
lot..."
Spoiling her was the only way I knew how to deal with her. The guys were
right, she was totally out of my league. I was just a normal guy with a
shit job, a bit of a gut and willingness to get fucked by a girl. She
was gorgeous and amazing. If I didn't do everything to indulge her, keep
her happy, she'd run off with someone else. I thank God that she hasn't
found someone with a lot of money yet.
She shifted, turning her head more into the pillow than looking at me.
Bashful was not a normal Amelia. "I worry sometimes." Her voice was
muffled by the pillow and she took her time trying to find the right
words. "I worry about you."
Given the tone, timing and tempo of her speaking right now, this was a
serious pillow talk. This was no coy flirting. Nor was it an angry
serious talk, which usually involved her waiting for me to come home, a
vein pulsing on her forehead and foot tapping while she waited by the
door.
"You spoil me so much. I think of other girls that are..." Her trailing
off was telling "it makes think if I'm...worthy of it..."
"Am I too good for you?" I said, breaking her monologue.
She said nothing, but squirmed a little in her spot.
Though Amelia isn't really interested in getting fucked like a normal
girl, she's not much different from a normal girl otherwise. In the
bedroom though, she has to put a man through something as humiliating as
getting fucked to really enjoy herself. Maybe she thinks that's
something no man would want. Maybe she thinks because she's not like
other girls because she's got something extra means she's not as good as
them. Since I sucked her off so willingly, and turned down the
opportunity to fuck her, maybe she thinks I'm doing unpleasant things
for her.
I don't know what she was thinking, but I couldn't help but laugh at her
insinuation. "We're both too good for the other." I slid one arm under
the pillow her face was on, and tried to nudge her from hiding in it. I
wanted her to look at me for this. "The 'Fuzzy Bear' wasn't the reason
the guys were making fun of me, it was because they thought you were too
good for me. I suppose I believed it a little deep down." I turned to
her, who didn't have her head buried in the pillow. "Do you like it when
I spoil you?"
"Yeah." Amelia choked up a little, having sobbed a little in the pillow.
"I like spoiling you." I turned on my side, facing her.
"You're too good for me." She repeated her concern, although she didn't sound as concerned about it.
"And you're too good for me." I repeated my own concern. "I suppose the
only reason we stay together is because we don't want to let go of the
prize we stumbled upon."
We laughed.